Post Card To My Old Self |
"Dear Old Life aka Old Self,
I am done with you! You and your accomplices’ laziness,
thoughtlessness, and carelessness have ruined things one to many times! You
have put me in a bad position of having wasted far to much of my life on you!
I’ve spent far to much time battling depression and low self esteem and it’s
all your fault for allowing thoughtlessness to control way to much! I have
decided its past time for the new me to take control of my life/self. This
includes whipping my poor neglected body into shape! Yes it (my body) may moan
groan and hate me today for it but what I am planning for it is far to
important! My body will get use to the new changes since its in its best
interest. I plan on living a full and happy life with me, myself, and I. One full
of accomplishment, pride, and self-love! I will no longer allow this lack of
self-control in my life! There are many things I cannot control I have found.
One of them is my lack of job. Yes I can continue my job search but Job hunting
is much like selling… you can lead/teach/help a person find what they want with
you but you can’t force them to take it. I can’t force people to hire me as
much as I would enjoy doing exactly that. No, what I can do… what I can control
in life is my own body, health, and happiness. And that is what I am trying to
do now. Food will no longer be a thoughtless thing to be shoveled in with no
care as to what it is doing to my body. My poor body has been abused enough.
Instead my body is going to be taught what it never knew, how to be healthy and
to do things like run with ease. It will also be re taught things it once
knew/did, things like walking in high heals and being flexible! My nice curvy
legs will know what it is to be firm and sexy in stockings or with bare skin
again instead of rubbing so painfully against on another. My figure will have a
waistline for once in its life and I will cinch it tightly with a belt without
worrying about fit! I will roam the woods/forest looking for the glory of
nature without the burden of my bowling ball like breast pressing against my
ribs or feeling like I have to take a break every 15 seconds. It’s high time
for me to take control of myself. I warn you now old self; I have declared war
on you! I have no place in my new life plan for things like laziness,
thoughtlessness, and carelessness. Nope the new plan is achievement, living
life to its fullest, self-control, and self love.
PS- I’ve replaced the lock to myself and only the new me has the key to my dreams/hope/life. You are not allowed back.
Your enemy,
The New ME!"
PS- I’ve replaced the lock to myself and only the new me has the key to my dreams/hope/life. You are not allowed back.
Your enemy,
The New ME!"
Key to my hopes, dreams, life... May I always be in control of it. |
If your wondering what its addressed to it says-
"Old Life / Old SELF
Apt. Thoughtlessness #1, Unhealthy St.
Fat City, USA"
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